4.16.2009
sammie overload
Yup, I'm 21 that's about the only exiting thing that's happened these past few weeks.
3.13.2009
There is a rumbly in my tummy.
Change: Modify,Transfigure, Reorder, Adjust, Transform.
It's a bit difficult to fathom how we are so accustomed to everything in our life even though change is present everyday and things can change drastically in a matter of seconds. I expect tomorrow to be just a normal day. That is far from the case. Try to notice everything, you'll notice things that may seem insignificant are a step towards something grand or detrimental. Tommorow will be vastly different from today, as Heraclitus said "The only constant is change."
My father is suffering from Bell's Palsy, talk about sudden change. He's really bummed out about it. He told me in a despondent tone "It's not easy to wake up and see that half of your face is crooked and paralyzed." What irks him more is that it's another facial imperfection he has to deal with on top of his existing port wine birthmark that covers the left side of his face. I'm trying to cheer him up (probably failing at it) by helping him with chores around the house and such. I hate seeing him so sad. On a good note his prognosis is positive, 70% of people affected with bell's recover fully. Hopefully he will regain movement in his face soon.
My first day at work was on monday and so far it seems alright, I need to learn how to deal with customers more. I feel it a bit shaky in that area. I will get used to it, and hopefully i'll be an exemplary and efficient associate! not... I don't want to be allllll about Banana Republic like my manager Kim seems to be. I will try not to become a prisoner of how many Banana cards I sold in a day and how many people I convinced to buy hideous burgundy pants that "look good" on them, j/k I'm not that mean.
I do like my employee discount, they hooked me there!
Here I go.
It's a bit difficult to fathom how we are so accustomed to everything in our life even though change is present everyday and things can change drastically in a matter of seconds. I expect tomorrow to be just a normal day. That is far from the case. Try to notice everything, you'll notice things that may seem insignificant are a step towards something grand or detrimental. Tommorow will be vastly different from today, as Heraclitus said "The only constant is change."
My father is suffering from Bell's Palsy, talk about sudden change. He's really bummed out about it. He told me in a despondent tone "It's not easy to wake up and see that half of your face is crooked and paralyzed." What irks him more is that it's another facial imperfection he has to deal with on top of his existing port wine birthmark that covers the left side of his face. I'm trying to cheer him up (probably failing at it) by helping him with chores around the house and such. I hate seeing him so sad. On a good note his prognosis is positive, 70% of people affected with bell's recover fully. Hopefully he will regain movement in his face soon.
My first day at work was on monday and so far it seems alright, I need to learn how to deal with customers more. I feel it a bit shaky in that area. I will get used to it, and hopefully i'll be an exemplary and efficient associate! not... I don't want to be allllll about Banana Republic like my manager Kim seems to be. I will try not to become a prisoner of how many Banana cards I sold in a day and how many people I convinced to buy hideous burgundy pants that "look good" on them, j/k I'm not that mean.
I do like my employee discount, they hooked me there!
Here I go.
3.01.2009
A Slight Odour of Engine Exhaust
It smells a little like turkey leg.
It smells a bit frosty.
It smells like dreams.
It smells like order.
It smells a little bit like responsibility.
It smells like a little bit of restlessness.
It smells like good times are coming.
It smells a little bit like music.
It smells like rotten meat!!!!
It smells a little bit like Tide and Dove.
It smells like Marc Jacobs...Daisy.
It smells a little intangible.
no! It smells like...I can handle it.
WHY AM I SO DAMN SLEEPY!!!!! I DON'T NEED SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!
It smells a bit frosty.
It smells like dreams.
It smells like order.
It smells a little bit like responsibility.
It smells like a little bit of restlessness.
It smells like good times are coming.
It smells a little bit like music.
It smells like rotten meat!!!!
It smells a little bit like Tide and Dove.
It smells like Marc Jacobs...Daisy.
It smells a little intangible.
no! It smells like...I can handle it.
WHY AM I SO DAMN SLEEPY!!!!! I DON'T NEED SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!
2.21.2009
wait wait wait...
Let me divulge all of my aimless feelings and secrets on here. READY SET GO!
hehehe. I already got one of them down.
hehehe. I already got one of them down.
2.20.2009
I feel like throwing up.
Twelve days after my last update, absolutely nothing exiting has occurred. Except this
Also, I have to go to a Banana Republic interview in 30 minutes. I'm not being optimistic, just because today I don't feel like it. Who knows if I will get the job.
Students on Saving.... AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
*edit*
The interview was alright, I have a second one on monday, then I will know...dun dun dun.... I still feel gross.
*I'm actually optimistic.*
Also, I have to go to a Banana Republic interview in 30 minutes. I'm not being optimistic, just because today I don't feel like it. Who knows if I will get the job.
Students on Saving.... AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
*edit*
The interview was alright, I have a second one on monday, then I will know...dun dun dun.... I still feel gross.
*I'm actually optimistic.*
2.08.2009
What is Unknown
I just saw "Hannah Montana: The Movie" trailer on disney channel, and I am bewildered. It is so weird to see the Hannah Montana cast filmed with superior cameras and outside of a studio... I don't like it. I'm not too crazy about the show anyways. Cute and campy certainly get old when you watch marathons of it with your sister.
I should get sick, everyone else is sick, I want to fit in. Why is it so warm outside? I'm really sleepy while typing this ohhh my...*yawns* There's a few things I have to remember. I have to make it a habit to pinch my nose and check if I am dreaming. If I do it on a regular basis my brain will be trained so whenever I AM dreaming, my habit will kick in and I can pinch my nose and realize I am, and then have a lucid dream. Oh the joy I will feel when I finally have one.
It'd be cool to go here
http://www.winchestermysteryhouse.com/
I would deviate from the tour and sit on top of stairs that lead to nowhere, then sulk about my life and how it parallels those stairs. I will open a door that leads to nowhere and think how nothing leads to certainty. Haha what a depressing rant!! In all seriousness though, I would like to go see that oddity of a house.
I love the fact that for every choice you make, there are an infinite of choices you did not make.
Broken Social scene this past monday was so good, I enjoyed every second of it. It was a longgg show. My feet felt the time, but otherwise it was amazing. I miss a boy. Well goodnight I am very very sleepy.
I should get sick, everyone else is sick, I want to fit in. Why is it so warm outside? I'm really sleepy while typing this ohhh my...*yawns* There's a few things I have to remember. I have to make it a habit to pinch my nose and check if I am dreaming. If I do it on a regular basis my brain will be trained so whenever I AM dreaming, my habit will kick in and I can pinch my nose and realize I am, and then have a lucid dream. Oh the joy I will feel when I finally have one.
It'd be cool to go here
http://www.winchestermysteryhouse.com/
I would deviate from the tour and sit on top of stairs that lead to nowhere, then sulk about my life and how it parallels those stairs. I will open a door that leads to nowhere and think how nothing leads to certainty. Haha what a depressing rant!! In all seriousness though, I would like to go see that oddity of a house.
I love the fact that for every choice you make, there are an infinite of choices you did not make.
Broken Social scene this past monday was so good, I enjoyed every second of it. It was a longgg show. My feet felt the time, but otherwise it was amazing. I miss a boy. Well goodnight I am very very sleepy.
2.01.2009
Tread on Rocks
This past week my heart galloped incessantly like a horse going thirty seven miles an hour. The former one hundred and sixty eight hours of my life consisted of "I Don't Know/ WTF is going on/ :D/ sing sing/ drive drive". I liked it, though I feel like there is some slight hostility from certain individuals, which makes me kind of sad. I dislike it when people are not happy, but thats something I have to learn to get over...
Participating in Guinan's got Talent was pretty freaking cool. I thought I was going to go into atrial fibrillation while on stage, but completing the performance felt liberating in some way. It has been a while since I performed in front of a substantial amount of people. It was also kind of like Lastra's first gig?
I also purchased more awesome 78's on Friday, one of them didn't make it. It was broken by the time I got home. The remaining three are beautiful and whenever they start playing the slight crackling and popping of the records accompanied by the nostalgic vocals make me hop around the room and twirl around in circles in momentary bliss.
Broken Social Scene on Monday night should be great.
2 am is a good time.
goodnight.
Participating in Guinan's got Talent was pretty freaking cool. I thought I was going to go into atrial fibrillation while on stage, but completing the performance felt liberating in some way. It has been a while since I performed in front of a substantial amount of people. It was also kind of like Lastra's first gig?
I also purchased more awesome 78's on Friday, one of them didn't make it. It was broken by the time I got home. The remaining three are beautiful and whenever they start playing the slight crackling and popping of the records accompanied by the nostalgic vocals make me hop around the room and twirl around in circles in momentary bliss.
Broken Social Scene on Monday night should be great.
2 am is a good time.
goodnight.
1.28.2009
It's 8:59 and....
Dior Couture Spring 09' Shoes are freaking AMAZING!!!!!!
Love the heal.
They are swirls of baroque/nautical/suede goodness. They also look like vectors for your feet :D!
Love the heal.
They are swirls of baroque/nautical/suede goodness. They also look like vectors for your feet :D!
1.24.2009
IS IS IS IT HERE YET??
It still feels like winter break. My mind is still on vacation. I'm having so much fun!!!!!
The word Rules has been stuck in my head these past couple of days. It's mentioned too much. I reviewed an album called Rules, umm... I follow rules, The rule of thirds, rules for writing, rules rules RULES. Today my friend mentioned rules of design, and that I didn't follow them correctly in a flyer and I said, "well fuck rules, I'll do my own shit." Can I make my own rules of design? Does true design follow rules? Art? How do new things come about? If you follow one set of standards, RULES how does the fresh and new emerge? I guess rules make things MORE BEAUTIFUL. NO no NO no. Why am I going to art school? to learn RULES ON HOW 2 PAINT CORRECTLY, TO FOLLOW DESIGN RULES.>>><><<><><<<
The momentary rant in my head ceased and concluded that rules are universals?? tHe basics?, and that I guess there is always room for new shit to stem out them and be accepted or not.
My insides are melting I think. It feels fun.
I decided to post another batch of pictures, the first couple are mine, then just a bunch of pictures that I like that I stumbled upon on the INTRANET, things I want, pretty things, Weird Stuff, Paintings, Decor blah blah. 1, 2, 3, LOAD.
The word Rules has been stuck in my head these past couple of days. It's mentioned too much. I reviewed an album called Rules, umm... I follow rules, The rule of thirds, rules for writing, rules rules RULES. Today my friend mentioned rules of design, and that I didn't follow them correctly in a flyer and I said, "well fuck rules, I'll do my own shit." Can I make my own rules of design? Does true design follow rules? Art? How do new things come about? If you follow one set of standards, RULES how does the fresh and new emerge? I guess rules make things MORE BEAUTIFUL. NO no NO no. Why am I going to art school? to learn RULES ON HOW 2 PAINT CORRECTLY, TO FOLLOW DESIGN RULES.>>><><<><><<<
The momentary rant in my head ceased and concluded that rules are universals?? tHe basics?, and that I guess there is always room for new shit to stem out them and be accepted or not.
My insides are melting I think. It feels fun.
I decided to post another batch of pictures, the first couple are mine, then just a bunch of pictures that I like that I stumbled upon on the INTRANET, things I want, pretty things, Weird Stuff, Paintings, Decor blah blah. 1, 2, 3, LOAD.
1.22.2009
The Sneak!
School started already and so far its been alright. I'm disappointed that I didn't have any of my art classes this week, they don't start till next week. I did have Ethics, and I'm sure it's going to be a very interesting class. Im not looking forward to my communications class, although I'm not extremely shy I seem to have a problem with talking in general. I always pronounce things wrong, I cant convey my ideas properly most of the time, I forget everything... and the list can go on.
Being back in Guinan is cool too. I think I'm starting to like being in my room by myself just chillin'. Though I also like being with everyone here, haha the first two days I was hanging non stop with everyone. Hopefully I wasn't annoying, though I feel like I probably was. I shouldn't fret, I guess.
Tails beak broke. My sister gave her a cracker and supposedly it got stuck in her beak and then a part of her lower beak broke off. I'm really worried. Hopefully she can still eat alright. She eats soo many seeds, breaking them now might pose a challenge for poor Tails :(. I wish I can bring her here with me, but she'd probably be way too noisy.
On a lighter note, I found an awesome record, Bing Crosby singing Happy Birthday!, I mean come on, freaking Bing singing me a happy birthday and it isn't your typical short happy birthday song, its the longest happy birthday song ever!
I have to wake up at 8:00, blarghhh. K,
GOODNIGHT!
I'll leave you guys with a pic of my wonderful and dirrrrtyyy backside.
Being back in Guinan is cool too. I think I'm starting to like being in my room by myself just chillin'. Though I also like being with everyone here, haha the first two days I was hanging non stop with everyone. Hopefully I wasn't annoying, though I feel like I probably was. I shouldn't fret, I guess.
Tails beak broke. My sister gave her a cracker and supposedly it got stuck in her beak and then a part of her lower beak broke off. I'm really worried. Hopefully she can still eat alright. She eats soo many seeds, breaking them now might pose a challenge for poor Tails :(. I wish I can bring her here with me, but she'd probably be way too noisy.
On a lighter note, I found an awesome record, Bing Crosby singing Happy Birthday!, I mean come on, freaking Bing singing me a happy birthday and it isn't your typical short happy birthday song, its the longest happy birthday song ever!
I have to wake up at 8:00, blarghhh. K,
GOODNIGHT!
I'll leave you guys with a pic of my wonderful and dirrrrtyyy backside.
1.17.2009
Not Quite Insomnia
It's interesting how the brain works (at least the reasoning section of mine). I always end up doing the stupidest things sometimes, though I try to do the exact opposite, my brain seems to deliberately choose the stupid route. I don't know how I get from point A to point B most of the time, and when I do concentrate things seem to always go wrong. Today was especially funny, while driving on the way to my friends house I remembered that my friend had previously missed turning on the correct street. I thought "haha, that turn is tricky, I'm not going to miss it, how can I miss it?! haha." What do I do? I drive right past it and keep driving for a while, when I realize DAMN I missed the turn!. I never think about it, I never miss it, but today when I was thinking about it, I miss it. Situations like that happen a bit too often for me. - Lety Don't, Lety Does!
I went To Chuck E' Cheese today after a nine year hiatus and realized what a delightful rip-off it is. It is a wonderful place regardless, with it's exiting array of endless games and where a slimy 7" rubber lizard is definitely worth 300 tickets. I wish I was a kid again sometimes, as you get older things start to lose their luster. :-(. I want the haunted mansion to be scary again, and I want the funhouse to be fun again!!! We'll oh we'll I must stop typing, I have to sleep.
I went To Chuck E' Cheese today after a nine year hiatus and realized what a delightful rip-off it is. It is a wonderful place regardless, with it's exiting array of endless games and where a slimy 7" rubber lizard is definitely worth 300 tickets. I wish I was a kid again sometimes, as you get older things start to lose their luster. :-(. I want the haunted mansion to be scary again, and I want the funhouse to be fun again!!! We'll oh we'll I must stop typing, I have to sleep.
1.13.2009
Summary
A bunch of random pictures, that I wanted to load up I guess. These aren't on my flickr. They are not in any specific order. Enjoy.
KK
KK
1.12.2009
...
I don't know how to turn off the BAD DREAM, button in my head. Maybe it will help if I stop reading the news and looking at sad pictures online. I had a dream of a horrible car accident. An 18-wheeler was destroyed and tons of cars were piled up on top of each other. There were tons of dead bodies on the side of road, with yellow blankets on them. WTF seriously. I want them to stop.
School needs to hurry up and start, so I can just wake up, go to class, do homework and sleep, wake up and stay up late playing pool, but so far this break has been pretty good. I still have a week left, lets see what else it unfolds. I know Tuesday will be sad, Robert is leaving to New York. "Later's" that last several months are always super sad.
My ipod ran out of space. Out with the old music, in with the new. I don't know what to remove though, you never know when you'll need to blast some Justin Timberlake, or Tool. I guess I'll remove My Chemical Romance.
I'll update a bit about fashion, this is a first... Pre-fall shows are going on. I can't wait till The full Fledge fall/winter 09' fashion shows begin. Some are sooo beautiful and some are just extremely ridiculous. So far, I'm diggin' Missoni's matchy matchy ensembles. It's weird because I normally HATE Missoni.
Another cool one is Alexander Wang. There's this awesome blue jumpsuit. Jumpsuits are awesome but they don't ever fit me because I'm too short and small, and are really annoying when you want to use the bathroom.
pics courtesy of style.com
Ok, Done.
GOOD NIGHT!
School needs to hurry up and start, so I can just wake up, go to class, do homework and sleep, wake up and stay up late playing pool, but so far this break has been pretty good. I still have a week left, lets see what else it unfolds. I know Tuesday will be sad, Robert is leaving to New York. "Later's" that last several months are always super sad.
My ipod ran out of space. Out with the old music, in with the new. I don't know what to remove though, you never know when you'll need to blast some Justin Timberlake, or Tool. I guess I'll remove My Chemical Romance.
I'll update a bit about fashion, this is a first... Pre-fall shows are going on. I can't wait till The full Fledge fall/winter 09' fashion shows begin. Some are sooo beautiful and some are just extremely ridiculous. So far, I'm diggin' Missoni's matchy matchy ensembles. It's weird because I normally HATE Missoni.
Another cool one is Alexander Wang. There's this awesome blue jumpsuit. Jumpsuits are awesome but they don't ever fit me because I'm too short and small, and are really annoying when you want to use the bathroom.
pics courtesy of style.com
Ok, Done.
GOOD NIGHT!
1.06.2009
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