My Brain

I am relaxing now. I do not understand why I can write in a blog, but not write an essay. Well obviously an essay is much more complex than this stupid blog. But do you know what I mean? Some people can write essays quick and easy, its natural to them. It took me 8 HOURS to write an essay on marriage, so ridiculous. I wish the words poured out of my head, eloquent words. I am certainly going to fail English. I just had to give up, because I have another 4 classes to worry about passing. I might just write one more essay for English, depends. I have to turn in 3 papers by 3pm today. I studied for my philosophy final, I think I did well on the last two questions and I completely brain farted on the first question. I hope I passed. *screams*